goodbye grandma

Grandma Bettye, what a life she had. I’m someone who’s had an obsession with stories lately, and how our lives are just the one that we’re each experiencing. What a story she had. My Grandma lived through a World War, multiple stock market crashes, I mean what hasn’t she seen at 103 (she almost made 104). Most importantly she has a story of family.

My Grandmother lost nearly her entire family in an automobile accident when my father was a teenager. She and him were the only survivors; and together, boy did they survive.

She later married a man who became my Grandfather, at least as far as I considered him. Bill McClain, a wonderful man, who brought with him a wonderful family. And so, she and my father were able to build a new family, and my father build more of his own, including of course me.

We’re all a little nuts, some of us a lot. But we’re all here, we’re all finding our way through this life, we’re all surviving. She was a Great-Grandmother to my children, but also a Great Grandmother. Our family was so sad to hear the news, many tears have been shed, but we are so glad she was able to spend her final days in the loving care of her son.

I love you grandma, I couldn’t be where I am today without you. I’m so glad you are at peace, your family will make sure you keep living on in our hearts, memories, and our stories. Your’s isn’t complete yet, it was just the beginning of many more.

update- her obituary.

oh man..

this Deepseek R1 stuff is banannas. I mean, can’t say they weren’t warned. AI is great, I’m a big fan but the hype train it’s been riding had nowhere to go but off the rails.

we’ll see where it goes, going to be interesting anyway.

update- been having fun with Ollama on my machine, wonder if I should give it a try. probably be good for more python learning.

update- a good article worth sharing on the topic from The Linux Foundation:

click for link

in the end, it turned out ok.

lit a fuse today (metaphorically), no idea what’s going to happen. something needs to blow up though.

all that aside, I made a decision this weekend. I’m both feet in on my kids scout troop, it’s been so amazing for my boys, thanks to this fantastic troop we stumbled across years ago. I had a rough scouting career as a kid, something not uncommon with the troop I came from. this one though, it’s everything that my troop wasn’t, plus a whole lot more.

I honestly cannot thank our troop leaders enough. and so, to start to try, I have recently signed on as an ASM. I’ve been involved and helping here and there, but this is now official. I’m once again officially part of the scouts, an Assistant Scoutmaster. I’ve got a ton to learn but I can’t wait to do it. there’s 61 (soon 67 and growing) kids I get to help become the awesome people they are.

I hope this site evolves in that direction. much better content than my political hopelessness.

before I go, I want to reflect on a moment of joy I had tonight. after the scout meeting, my dorky son has his laces untied, so I was of course stepping on them. he tried to run away but I was able to sick one of his friends on him to chase him through the church lot, trying his best to trip the kid. I was laughing one of those laughs that is so genuine and full that it made the muscles in my head hurt.

I needed it. No matter what happens when that thing blows, today ended just how a dad’s night should end. I’m feeling great.

weekend update

more progress!

finished the floor (up to my office, but I’m tackling that separately).

I also figured out and ordered the ceiling transition. I was going to do crown moulding since I haven’t true first clue how to do a decent ceiling transition. had a better idea the other day though, going to do lights all around the perimeter:

from the website…

solves a problem, gives me a DIY LED project and will look spectacular. I ordered 30 meters of white aluminum diffusion channel (60x80mm), 30 meters of 2700k-6500k adjustable COB strips and a couple 240 watt zigbee CCT controllers.

the basement has started to become a genuine pleasure to work on. hard, but I’m very happy with how it’s coming along.

what have I done?

I work in crazyland. today feels like I’m close to a break from reality.

beyond the usual dumbassery of working in IT, I joined a meeting today where the sales guy had a weird beard filter on his video. his beard kept migrating off his face, I had no idea what to say. was it intentional? I’m assuming it was the “beautify” filter gone wrong.

then just now I ran into a well dressed man who had the most unusual hairstyle I’ve ever seen. it can only be described as a mustache on his head. the whole thing was short, except for two ‘wings’ of hair curled up where his forhead and hairline met. truly unusual and a style I have yet to run into in the wild.

this is a strange world we live in. I’m officially old and out of touch.

update – looks like I’m going to have to get used to all the TPS Reports to my multiple bosses.